I'm having so many issues.. As usual i'm being harassed by every other redneck in town, so much for this being the small town gay capitol of durant. It sucks, all of us are getting harassed, beaten up, and all kinds of shit. It is so frustrating. Second of all the girl i'm in love with keeps going back to her ex and i'm so tired of being second best, it's like i'm just a booty call or something, she says she wants to be with me and that she is miserable when she is dating this other chick but she keeps going back. I just want a chance, that's all. Where she isn't with the other girl so we can be a real couple. But i guess that's never going to happen. It sucks ass. It's not like i can really meet anyone else in this town, most people either hate me or are skanky meth whores. Sadly enough.. I would love to just move away, but i can't. Just 445 more days until i can! Woot!